"I was born in the arms of imaginary friends"

So I'm sitting in the activities center or whatever it's called, at FSCJ and i swear i think I'm about to cry. I'm getting all these picture texts and status updates and wall posts about all the fun people are having playing in the snow. And frankly I'm straight up sad that I'm not there with you all. I'm stuck here in stupid florida where it rains 24/7. I Miss you guys so freaking much! And it always seems to snow whenever I'm not there! Last year during Spring break it snowed the day after I left! Grrrrr! and as if this wasn't already depressing enough, I don't know ANYBODY here! NO ONE! not a single person! I was afraid of this. I regret coming home during times like this, but hopefully, HOPEFULLY there won't be too many more times like today. Keeping my fingers crossed. ugh I wanna be happy and have fun with someone other than my family. There had better be some freaking awesome people at the Orlando Airport at the end of February... you know who you are ;)

So any who, I'm gonna go see if the rain has lightened up at all... I miss you all so freaking much! <3
Rachel

ooo I think I'm gonna try doing a video blog soon :) whatcha think?

title - Half of my Heart by John Mayer

I am really tempted to go out on my balcony and scream "FUCK THE U.S. ARMY!" as loud as i can...

i'll explain this all later, but just to clarify, i'm not a terrorist or anything just really, really angry...